-symbiosis- May, 16 2023
Smart expansion in Photoshop is a digital symbiosis. It beautifully traverses in between delusion and reality. A stripe of blurred memory and I love it.
**fuck it I love post-production**
**記憶在電腦中被縫合了**
(2 pm in LA)
watermelon is summer
I don’t like watermelon but when I feel like summer I eat it.
Like a portal gun to a world where summer is so real an existance and he stands in front of me and says hi.
I eat it. “summer, sizzling”
please play this song on my funeral
A simplicity of love and childhood when you still feel seasons’ change.
I eat it. I sit on the rattan mat.
It’s a Hirokazu Koreeda film scene.
There is a certain point that I can’t dwell on anything and all I want to feel is a texture of something. I call it a desire for the mundane.
watermelon!!!
II
5.17
Did you ever miss the watermelon with the smell of garlic?
Grandma’s knife can cut everything.
“kill a watermelon”
we say so in Chinese and it means cut the watermelon into pieces.
“kill” never used with other fruits,
only watermelon.
“kill a watermelon”
I can see all the etymological beauty, thousands of summers down on the table.
Grandma, who am I to miss you?